Monday, February 6, 2012

A New Year

and thus passed the first day of my thirtieth year. Not quite at an end, but its last movement playing across the evening. It was a day like so many others but one resonating with the promises of a youth that passed like a whispered memory and a life that seems to still stretch to eternity.

I spent a day in the city of my life, rode streetcars through a day of inconceivably blue skies, spring air and and the sunshine of impossible dreams. With the companion of my heart and my days, I strode into another year of this equally impossible dream with a strength and comfort of purpose I was sure would elude me. We talked of forever and loss and words. Of visions, ideas, change, home. We talked of bodies, of love, of freedom.

Steadied by the wishes of family and friends, my spirit rose to the day. A life at once thirty years done and at the beginning yet. The world I saw a was great world of open doors and open windows, sunlight and moonlight danced and from my hand I blew kisses to those scenes yet to come, those memories yet to be made into impossible dreams. In this place, with these people, with her, I walked into the possibilities.

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The Readings for the Thirtieth Year.

1. Walking Dead Vol. 1 - Robert Kirkman
2. Walking Dead Vol. 2 - Robert Kirkman
3. Walking Dead Vol. 3 - Robert Kirkman
4. Walking Dead Vol. 4 - Robert Kirkman
5. Battle Royale - Koushun Takami
6. The Joke - Milan Kundera
7. Why I Am Not a Muslim - Ibn Warraq
8. Joshua Then and Now - Mordecai Richler
9. The Year of the Flood - Margaret Atwood
10. The Edible Woman - Margaret Atwood
11. Portnoy's Complaint - Philip Roth
12. 1Q84 - Haruki Murakami
13. A Game of Thrones - George R. R. Martin
14. Born To Run - Christopher McDougall
15. Cosmopolis - Don Delillo
16. On God - Jiddu Krishnamurthi
17. The Sirens of Titan - Kurt Vonnegut
18. The Reprieve - John Paul Sartre
19. The Sound and the Fury - William Faulkner
20. The Divine Invasion - Philip K. Dick
21. The Transmigration of Timothy Archer - Philip K. Dick
22. Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep - Philip K. Dick