Some days you wake with the best of intentions and it is those days it seems when your intentions are tested. When you look inside yourself and still feel scared and helpless, life feels long. It feels tired. You pretend that you long for profound answers and resolution but want you really long for is stability, direction regardless of how shallow. When you feel afraid, cheating becomes attractive.
Yet you know, really know that without a will to master yourself, your circumstances, the noise in your head, you would be terribly lost. As long as you can muster some courage and resolve, you still belong to yourself.
